thoughts

ok there are a couple of thoughts going around me head right now.

1. NEVER EVER should senior teachers assign project, test, and test and projects due the class after homecoming that happens to also be Halloween. I'm basically studying me life away while people are, 1. downtown (ehhh so don't care but better than here), 2. watching movies (ok so im doing this but still), 3. doing nothing (ok so that just sounded lazy but I said it)

2.I'm kinda tired of this point in my blogs life. It happens inevitably. I have had friends, family, ex-girlfriends, girlfriends, fiance's and soon to be wifeys follow my blog. I've shared thoughts and angers, and I've even shared some loves. I just thought that I should really say this as it's my blogs part of it's life. I'm tired of drama caused by ______. If you think it's about you well a. your paranoid forget it or b. you caused it, I'm involved involuntarily, and it's senior year grow up get over it and make up. I feel like most of the things people complain about are pointless. I know I have my flaws, I promise you I do, and I promise that if you want to talk to me about my flaws I have an email so find it, email me and we'll talk. It's sad that I have to even think about this, I feel like a woman, and you know what some times I feel like sonny's life would be better than this because well that's about it.

3. as for above every one read the "It's the great pumpkin: Charlie Brown"
it probably describes life better than any philosophy book ever could think of.

4. Riding my bike with kit, even thought it doesn't happen much is probably one of the most relaxing things if im in the right mood, which honestly sometime I'm not. It teaches me things to slow down for a bit. Before I was riding with her my hill climbs sucked after about a week of riding with her my hills improved 150%. Shows you some small things and how it work.

5.the whole idea of I soon am going to be a husband is scary, I'll admit. It takes some thinking about. In less than 8 months i'll be married, go figure

6. I need to get with chad and write a stupid blog post for the other blog, it's a fantastic idea and other people have already gotten on it before us, and we've already had a tasting party